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| 03:05pm 01/04/2005 |
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mood:  energetic
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yeah. i'm going to have to update more often because i hardly ever do.
::<^>friday<^>::
no school!!! i went skating as always. chris andrew cara john and christine went. jarrod is a bastard and didnt go because he LIES. chris wore my armbands. what a gay i mean hot man he is.
::<^>saturday<^>::
cleaned the house and cooked pretty much all day. how cool.
::<^>sunday<^>::
easter...kickass. i got candy, so therefore it kicks ass, its sad. i traded ten bucks for eclipse gum. (wont go into that) we had company, it was bunches of fun. we did DDR, and now i can do light instead of beginner. kickass again. ugh. i saw mr. wicklund at church...with a MAN!
::<^>monday<^>::
health and guidance. boring specials in my opinion. stayed after for drama because im props. it beats ass, because lauren and i pretty much do nothing.besides that, nothing all that different happened this day.
::<^>teusday<^>::
tech. hoe i love tech because of hot mr. wicklund. (EEW J/K) monica ducki and i were the whores we normally are in tech. stayed after for drama dress rehersal. we also put together a cross country list for high school. we better have a team next year. lauren and i might be in high school track this year, but nobody else can. that is so cool. i <3 running.
::<^>wednesday<^>::
LEAH AND I ATTACKED THE PUDDLES, AND THAT IS MY HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY! health and gym. health- talked about grad dress code. wow, i am so good at wasting time. gym- we did push ups and that shitty junk.i did pretty good actually. the play put opn its first production, it kicked ass. i traded my sweatshirt for nicks because my brother is the coolest and you wish you were him. i saw rachel... HI RACHIE!! she took my horse. i was so sad. ='[ i also saw anna... HI ANNA! i told nick you said hi, congradualations to me.
::<^>thursday<^>::
computers, we continued our story on a rainbow child, its hilarious. aseltons was actually funny- we did a play, and it was fun for once. spanish and social studies wasnt bad either. sometime this week me and conor got our projects to be due monday. me and shannon got bonus points because we kick ass. another production by drama took place, and ducki is HAPPY!!! yessss, kickass. got home, MY PURSE IS BACK!!! THEY FOUND IT, AND THE ONLY THING MISSING IS MY EYELINER, MY CD PLAYER, AND A PACK OF GUM!! im glad i still have most of my shit though. ha, me lola and ducki went to crossroads. FUN.
::<^>today<^>::
everybody is going to the show, except me and arielle. it was april fools day, what fun. (HAHAHA, DAMEON HAS A PENIS...APRIL FOOLS!!!!) did practice mcas, i tried to sleep but jarrod kicked my ass so i stayed awake. ha, shannon and andrea made a plan to stay out of senora mitchell's class, it was fun. even aselton thought it was good. besides that, everything was somewhat lame. besides the video tape =]... music, it sucked. i sat there and walked arond the school because i got bored. mcas sucks. tonight is the last play, and something might happen****.... =] haha, ducki...
<^>rkP<^>
Dear Jamie, I've got a letter I would like to send
It's lacking strings of words with punctuation at the end
But should I trust this dialect
To convey the right effect?
Dear Jamie, I've got some things I'd like to set in pen
I would have used a pencil but leads just not permanent
But should I trust my printer's ink
To express the things I think?
Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest
With inside jokes and other folks who've got much more to say
Dear Jamie, this envelope will represent my heart
I'll seal it send it off and wish it luck with its depart
And this stamp will be every action that carried my affection
Across the air and land and sea
But should I trust the postage due
To deliver my heart to you?
Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest
With inside jokes and other folks who've got much more to say
Every page I tried my best to fill with something to contest
With inside jokes and other folks who've got much more to say
I'll give you all I can
A flower and a hand
I hope this helps you see
Signed, sincerely me |
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| i know you wanted to know ALL about my life since monday |
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| 04:53pm 24/03/2005 |
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mood:  crappy
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::<^>monday<^>::
i had computers. dannie and i did the announcements. LMAO!!! we randomly started giggling, and the office people went all bitchy at us. it had to be one of the greatest things ever. fun as hell. simple things amuse people such as me. i probably missed like 93678396982 things, so tell me what im forgetting.
::<^>teusday<^>::
uhhh... we had music. i am talented at music =] . . . i dunno, i think it was teusday we got our DC projects. . . i have the tomb of the unknowns and the vietnam memorial wall. how cool. nothing too much happened here. tell me if i missed shit on teusday.
::<^>wednesday<^>::
we had AROBICS. i thought it would suck. it was fun. ducki and i kicked ass at it. hahahaha, me likey it actually =]. i am now on stage crew for DRAMA. how compleely iLL. some freakishly weird scary kid a.k.a. anthony aldonis (barfs) said that i was beautiful and lauren was hot. i am disgusted and this will result in nightmares. ha, me meg joe and lauren had a foursome i nthe lost and found. there was a camera watching us. incredibly hot. =]. got home, worked my ass off on aselton's queer ass essays. i hate her. i want her to know that. =]....the bitch can burn her fakely colored hair off her witchy face =]. I WANT MY ARMSLEEVES BACK FROM YOUOUOUOU CHRISTOPHSKIKER!!!!!!!!
::<^>thurdsday<^>::
2 hour delay. yessss. missed specials, woulda had art. shucks. had algebra, it was cool. im doing better in algebra than like anything else. ha. AB was okay. after the feind (ha. i like that word) called shannnon rude, we went to the library and she had to get an assigned seat. poor her, she had no friends. she had to sit with meEe. . . we looked up phone numbers on google the whole time ad made picasso faces. =] it was mega-duper-cool. i had lunch, and as i tried to splash mud, i fell miserably to my ass. darn, that plain old sucks. =]. lola gave me two pairs of pants, and chris killed one of them. gee, thanks chris. =]. language arts made me explode. aselton, i want you to die knowing that i hate your sickening guts. not just your guts, but also your earlobes and fingertips and nostrils. i forgot one assignment, and she doesnt even recognize how much effoert goes into my work. wow. and she bitches at brianna just cuz she let someone copy. who cares? she needs to lighten up and take her anger out on somethiing besides her students. i got home, and i finally got an email address. its madxxxfire@yahoo.com <[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<send [...] church.>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] ::<^>monday<^>::
i had computers. dannie and i did the announcements. LMAO!!! we randomly started giggling, and the office people went all bitchy at us. it had to be one of the greatest things ever. fun as hell. simple things amuse people such as me. i probably missed like 93678396982 things, so tell me what im forgetting.
::<^>teusday<^>::
uhhh... we had music. i am talented at music =] . . . i dunno, i think it was teusday we got our DC projects. . . i have the tomb of the unknowns and the vietnam memorial wall. how cool. nothing too much happened here. tell me if i missed shit on teusday.
::<^>wednesday<^>::
we had AROBICS. i thought it would suck. it was fun. ducki and i kicked ass at it. hahahaha, me likey it actually =]. i am now on stage crew for DRAMA. how compleely iLL. some freakishly weird scary kid a.k.a. anthony aldonis (barfs) said that i was beautiful and lauren was hot. i am disgusted and this will result in nightmares. ha, me meg joe and lauren had a foursome i nthe lost and found. there was a camera watching us. incredibly hot. =]. got home, worked my ass off on aselton's queer ass essays. i hate her. i want her to know that. =]....the bitch can burn her fakely colored hair off her witchy face =]. I WANT MY ARMSLEEVES BACK FROM YOUOUOUOU CHRISTOPHSKIKER!!!!!!!!
::<^>thurdsday<^>::
2 hour delay. yessss. missed specials, woulda had art. shucks. had algebra, it was cool. im doing better in algebra than like anything else. ha. AB was okay. after the feind (ha. i like that word) called shannnon rude, we went to the library and she had to get an assigned seat. poor her, she had no friends. she had to sit with meEe. . . we looked up phone numbers on google the whole time ad made picasso faces. =] it was mega-duper-cool. i had lunch, and as i tried to splash mud, i fell miserably to my ass. darn, that plain old sucks. =]. lola gave me two pairs of pants, and chris killed one of them. gee, thanks chris. =]. language arts made me explode. aselton, i want you to die knowing that i hate your sickening guts. not just your guts, but also your earlobes and fingertips and nostrils. i forgot one assignment, and she doesnt even recognize how much effoert goes into my work. wow. and she bitches at brianna just cuz she let someone copy. who cares? she needs to lighten up and take her anger out on somethiing besides her students. i got home, and i finally got an email address. its madxxxfire@yahoo.com <<send one to that. i made brownies, and now my mom said she needs to tlka to all my teacers to discuss my grades. dammit. oh well, thats all for now i gotta go to church.
<^>rkP<^>
The dinosaurs will slowly die and I do believe no one will cry
I’m just fucking glad I’m gonna be there to watch the fall
Prehistoric music industry three feet in la brea tar
Extinction never felt so good
If you think anyone will feel badly you are sadly mistaken
The time has come for evolution fuck collusion kill the five
What ever happened to the handshake
Whatever happened to deals no one would break
Whatever happened to integrity
It’s still there it always was for playing music just because
A million reasons why all dinosaurs will die |
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| i took the tme steal this from leah AND press the "x" button, and so can you. so do it. |
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| 06:23pm 23/03/2005 |
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mood:  coughing like HELL dammit!!
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do it. i took the tme steal this from leah AND press the "x" button, and so can you. so do it.
{put an "x" to something you have done}
(x) snuck out of the house
() gotten lost in your city
(x) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states
() had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
() kissed a stranger
(XX) hugged a stranger
(x) been in a fist fight
() been arrested
() done drugs
(x <@ church) had alcohol
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(xx) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
() made out in an elevator
() slept in an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
(xXxXxX) kicked a guy where it hurts.
(xXxX) been in love
(x) been close to love
() been to a casino
() been skydiving
() broken a bone
() been high
() skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
() flashed someone
(x) saw a therapist
() done the splits
(x) played spin the bottle
() gotten stitches
(x) had an IV
(x) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(xXx) bitten someone
(x) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
() kissed a member of the opposite sex
() kissed a member of the same sex
() crashed into a friend's car
() been to Japan
() ridden in a taxi
(xxXXxxXXxx) been dumped
(xXx) shoplifted
() been fired
() had a crush on someone of the same sex
(XxXxX) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() stole something from your job
() gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
() celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
() been to Europe
() slept with a co-worker
() been married
() gotten divorced
() had children
(x) saw someone die
() been to Africa
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) Been to Canada
() Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
() Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
() Thrown up in a bar
() Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been snowboarding
() Met someone in person from the internet
() Been moshing at a rock show
() Cut yourself on purpose
() Been to a moto cross show
() lost a child
() gone to college
() graduated college
() done hard drugs
() tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(xXxX) love someone or miss someone right now
i just want to see what you say. so do it. asap. |
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| lo0ong-ness. . . . at least i say its long. so there. neener neener poo poo!!!! |
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| 10:59am 20/03/2005 |
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mood: mixed upppp!!! ergh
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::<^>monday/teusday/wednesday/thursday<^>::
nothing really happened here, so i wont really type anything. actually, i forgot all those days, so comment to tell me what happened.
::<^>friday<^>::
ohh boy. EF. specials first, gym and health. wore karols gym pants cuz i forgot mine. we stretched. that sucks. health, we wrote a paragraph on what we'd do if all the power went out and we had NO PHONES, and two people were like dying outside and you were 3 miles away frm everything and your parents were not home. fun. GH. algebra, hardly anybdy was there. even mr. brunelle was absent. we had mr. blaisdell or however you spell it. we talked about DC as usual. science, played a review game, i was on the hats team. we won by one point. we all traded hats the whole time. shannon made me fire hat sexy cowgirl maddness. anthony started this maddd ill inside-out trend. woop. AB, we did our presentations. we ate my cakey thing whatever it was. i left my wipped cream at school. shucks. CD. aselton. god im startng to hate her. i really hate her teaching methods. ergh. we watched passing glory and gloy. we did work. thats language arts for you. went home on the bus with dannie and underwood to dannie's house. we walked to hot dog annies, and i beat people with my socks. went to the skating rink, i never fell. i stayed up the whle time. i love skating. i stayed with leah and jarrod and chris pretty much the whole time cuz i always feel like the third wheel with couples cuz im still fucking single ='[. leah and i were harassed by scuba. i bit him, so he stopped. leah kicked him for pulling her hair like 8,000 times. then i had to leave cuz randi killed herself. jill and jim were there too. they are so cool. oh yeah. got home, i sat on the computer while dannie and underwood sat on the couch being all touchy-feely. i went to bed around one-ish. but technically im on saturday now, so
::<^>saturday<^>::
woke up, they told me i didnt have to go to the dentist with them, so i went to sleep again. i woke up later, talked online for ever, then cierra called dannie and i talked to her. then i called lauren. then dannie came home. then we left for the mall. i got 3 pairs of hoops, an AFI teeshirt, and i stole a "hugs not drugs" wristband & a purple pimp ring. dannie got button earings and hese awesomly distracting earings. i got the orange ones =p. me & dannie sat on the elevator for like 20 mis going up and down. oh man, we are so easily amused. oh yeah, we also went to tj maxxx and tried on some padded bras.... LMAO. no, i didnt buy one. i was just being a dork. damn those things are freaking uncomfortable and they fgeel so fake. they are like freeking boulders. ok. yeah. we went hme, got ready for the party, went to the party. almost everybody hated the music except for me and lauren. we screamed to like everything and we danced like madddd fire. then everybody was being a slut to chris, and ppl started to feel one another and make out and i wont even go there. the song "ever so sweet" played, and that song makes me cry every time i listen to it, and i wont go there either. enough said. jarrod and chris are in a little squabble right now, i hate it when that happens. squabbles suck. i can carry lauren on my back. how strong of me. went home, did the same thing. sat on computer listening to music and talking for like 2 hours. dannie/underwood=touchy feely again. i watched this funny as hell video of a birdy and a tree, and one of guys getting nailed in the nuts. ha. easy amusement. went to sleep around 12:15, so now its
::<^>sunday<^>::
went home, so now im home. amen. everyone's at church, and im here. it feels good to be alone. update finished.
<^>rkP<^>
Cause everything's falling apart
You can't control me, You can't control me
Everything's falling apart
Now I can't see you
Doesn't matter what I do
I can't see you |
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| 04:19pm 14/03/2005 |
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mood:  i swear to god by wednesday...
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::<^>sunday<^>::
ha. yesterday was sundayness. i carried trees across the street, and showed jilly how to do dead ants. she pretended not to know me. shucks. nick put a hole in the wall at the bowling alley. im proud to be realted to that sped. ha. me and arielle have decided that i will no longer be single by wednesday. i shall go out on a double with her, pawel, me, and {{insert name of whoever is owned by wednesday here}}
::<^>saturday<^>::
the day before that was saturdayish. ducki came over. we watched edward scissorhands for the 8,00ths time, and it never gets old.
Today, my friends, is mondayums. lets see. first i had gym. it sucked. we did stretches. hoo-rah. then i had library. i did my language arts spanish roots paper, not like it mattered lol =]... then, we had a double block of science, where me and arielle still didnt win jack. we found out that we add either "-poo" "-kinns" "-ness" "-ums" "-ish" or "dear" to every word we know. ha. lots o' fun. mitchells class was just great. . . you are on crack if you think im serious. lunch/recess. . . jarrod wears boxers in case you didnt know. and today they had PIGGIES on them. (that my friends is the random fact of the day) im ready to shoot whoever keeps telling ducki's secret. oh well. its gay as hell. language arts comes next. i used to like aselton. now i hate her and i hope she knows that. i am seriously trying in that class, but i guess its not good enough. screw her if she cant deal with me not being perfect. hahaha... arielle's and my homework got taken awaaayyy. . . ut oh. . . hahaha, sucks for us =] screw that again... homeroom, zack is a retard and it makes me laugh. leah is getting all the rest of her pb shizz today.... cant wait till we play. HA!!!! i am living with dannie this upcoming weekend. then we shall go to lola's and cierra's party at the knights of columbus. . . woop to that.
<^>rkP<^>
(this can' be happening to me)
wish i could tell you that thing will be ok |
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| FRIIIIIIIDAAAAAAY WAAASSSSS THE BESSSSTESSST!!!! |
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| 10:09am 12/03/2005 |
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mood:  happy as hell. . . for once!!!
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ok. first was aseltons. i had a 79 in that class, but i brought it up to an 85. i rock. music was next, and i failed the scales test. i rock even more. it was fun though, we got our pics taken =]. HAHAHA. . . double block of algebra today, bunches of fun. you see, instead of going to algebra, i went to science, just to see how long it would take ms. nadeau to notice i was in there. ha, she had conversatins with me and still didnt realize i was in the wrong class. she figured it out when chris & brandon were being jackasses and asking her where i sat in her class. oh well, i was in there for 20 mins. straight... lunch, it rocked. me and meg got into a snow/cat fight, it was so much fun. we had a blast. arielle pointed and laughed. i was supposed to fight christoskiker, but i didnt. hahaha. ab, meg ad i called a truce. we had a social studies test, i probably did shitty on it. begin and me got plus 3 though!! oh boy. then we were supposed to have a spanish quiz but the bitch is a retard. so we didnt have it. yay for the moron. after school CARA came over...man, it was oober cool. me her and ducki played DDR for like an hour, i made chicken, and then i tried to make rice =p. i cannot make rice of my life depended on it. we also watched eddie scissorhands cuz we <333 that movie. =] yeah, then FINALLY ducki was allowed to go skating, so john brought all of us there. =] BEST NIGHT I CAN REMEMBER IN A LO0O0ONG TIME!!!!!! man, it was a blast. i stayed with conor and adam some of the time, then with manda b. and leeeeeeuh, then chad for like 3 seconds, then ducki and scuba, but most of the time i was with jarrod and chris. chris wore my jack hoodie, i wore his whateverthehellitis hoodie. ha. it made me look like a hobo cuz one of the sleeves was longer than the other. i didnt fall much at all this week. i only fell when ppl pushed me. =] im go0od. i went home, played halo2 with joe nick and mike. mikes reallly my big brother now. we now prefprm hand to hand combat, so that makes us siblings. GRRRRR. well, now its saturday, and its snowing. if anything at all happens today, (i doubt it) i shall update into this somehow =] dammit, yesterday was the best day i can possibly immagine. =] oh yeah, and i gave ducki her jet cd after she called me a BITCH on the bus ='[ we got into a HUGE fight lmao... kayla thought you were serious for a minute ducki =]...
<^>rkP<^>
We've only got once chance to put this at an end
and cross the patron saint of switchblade fights
You said we're not celebrities, we spark and fade, they die by threes
I'll make you understand and you can trade me for an apparition
[Chorus]
Stand up fucking tall
Don't let them see your back
Take my fucking hand
and never
Trust, you said
Who put the words in your head
Oh how wrong we were to think
That immortality meant never dying |
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| 05:56pm 10/03/2005 |
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mood: hopeful
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damn. life can suck as much as it wants, but nothing will stop me from staying alive =]. life rocks. dont waste it people =].
::<^>::monday<^>::
i have a 69 in nadeau's. im good and you know it!!!! mmonday wasnt too exciting. dont remember much of monday. shucks. oh well, thats too bad
::<^>tuesday<^>::
hahaha. best time ever. me andrea and arielle hung posters all around the school for the dance, and we had a blast =]. wish we could do that everyday for AB. i hate that class with an inexplicable passion.
::<^>wednesday<^>::
no more ski club, boo-hoo, i miss it ='[. i could beat the shit outta chris any day and he knows it. he just doesnt wanna admit it. bastard =p. cant quite remember wednesday either. shucks. oh well. it obviously wasnt too exciting. oh yeah!! peer leadership pics were taken, and me manda lola conor john and eganeeniger went up to be special. we did a funky slide thing across the stage. mad hott
::<^>today<^>::
i so cannot wait till tomorrow, cara is coming over. me + cara = i dunno what, but its gonna be great. me and arielle lost badly in science, and it was poopy. ducki me and monica wrote about rainbows in computers. yay. ab, we talked about american idol, me and ducki won the review game with 4 points each. language arts sucked for once. we read a play. that is so cool. recess was wild. my lunchbox is an object of worship. it is. indeed. i made scuba bleed today, just ask leeeeuh. yearbook meeting, leah and i left early. then we played get the chips back and search for manda. but yes. we did get our chips back, and i have my finger still attached. hahaha. love you all. i am in a good mood for once. and nobody like EVER comments. i wish people would comment more often ='[
<^>rkP<^>
And now you throw it all away
A shattered memory that you would stay
Through thick and thin with me.
And when you feel the pain,
I'm wishing I could stay.
How can I say I love you back,
You never made me happy.
You've laid yourself to sleep!
I never said this wouldn't hurt.
You gave up everything!
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| 03:51pm 06/03/2005 |
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mood: bored
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i was "sick" today so i didnt go to church. was bored and took quizzes. here are results if its cool to you.
G:Your Beauty lies
in Individuality. Different, amazing, and all your
own. You like be set apart
from all others and most love that you do. You are
solitary at times, but for
the most part, there is no greater compliment to
you than someone telling you
that you are different. You're most likely a bit of
a fighter and you hate it
when anyone attempts to change who you are. You
wear what you want, look how you
want and don't let anyone tell you what do to. You
can be a little immature at
times and have trouble dealing with authority and
asking others for help. You
like to do things yourself and are independent
almost to a fault. But, people
still find your individuality amazing and the fact
that no matter what happens
or what anyone else anyone thinks about it, you
will not change who you are.</font>
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Dark, Fire Animal: White Tiger Color:
Bold Colors, Odd
Colors Song: Just They Way I Am by Angel
Expression: Smirk
Gemstone:
Bloodstone Mythological Creature: Phoenix,
Dragon Planet: Pluto
Hair Color: Unnatural Colors Eye
Color:
Amber
Quote:
"You laugh because I'm different. I laugh
because you're all the same."
Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
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congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud
which happy bunny are you?
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You are a klutz. You don't have a really good
balance.^_^; You have a really bright attitude
and like to party. You see past the all the
looks on people because since your not perfect
you don't see why you should judge others that
way.
Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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You are PUNK! U like being around those who are
really close to u. You get depressed most times
but you just wanna live!You have alot of
feelings and thoughts inside that you keep to
yourself! sometimes you dont know who to trust.
You have friends that believe in you and know the
real you, which means the most.
Thanks, please rate
Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
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Your Heart is Grey
What Color is Your Heart?
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You are a Radical. Right on!
What kind of Sixties Person are you?
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that shows how bored i was. take the quizzes and send me the results just cuz you know you want to.
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where is your boy tonight? i hope he is a gentleman. maybe he won't find out what i know, you were the last good thing about this part of town. . . |
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| 10:16pm 05/03/2005 |
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mood: loved
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::<^>Friday<^>::
school. cant quite remember what went on at school. i know we had art and played with the sploogy juice aka paper mache. i can remember going home, sitting on my ass, cleaning my room, then ice skating. john gave me & george a ride to the rink. i fell exactly 12 times, which is great because last time it was well over 46 times. for the first half i stayed with arielle and we sucked together if that sounds right at all. then, i stayed either by myself, with leah/kyle and their blue tongues, or with karol. cara gave me the high five i deserved, and now i am the #1 best mental bitchslap queen. friday was excellent if you ask me. OH yeah, almost forgot. now i have boxers, and i am too sexy for myself. blue checkers are so me!
::<^>Saturday<^>::
woke up. went recycling. went to drop nick p. off at his dad's. went home. went to pick mike up because he could no longer stand living with zack and timmy. nick r, me, mom, & mike went to the mall. i got 2 new pairs of pants, because i only had 3 pairs at home. go me. nick and mike got matching hats for the semi, and nick FINALLY got a new red sox hat. nick also got fancy pants and tie and shirt. YAY NICK. just got done watching kill bill, i love that movie now. it is my brand new favorite. arielle and i are now going to play the boner game that i stole from one of meaghan's stories. we will have the best time at the grad. =]. we will exhilerate the masculine senses just like herbal essences shampoo!!! LMAO. . . well, im off to bed. nick also needs the computer, so im out.
<^>rkP<^>
Sensation washes over me
I can't describe it
Pain I felt so long ago
I don't remember
Tear a hole so I can see
My devastation
Feelings from so long ago
I don't remember |
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mood: horrible
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last time i updated was uhhh. . . monday. that means i owe ya'll my life of tuesday, wednesday, and today. here ya'll go!!
::<^>teusday<^>::
lets see. . . it was a snowday. god, i needed that. sat around, napped, that perty much it =]
::<^>wednesday<^>::
my purse got stolen. shit. it had 1/2 my cds in it. each and every pair of my earrings. my cd player. a target gift card. lotsa cash. my gum. and, it had a note that is more personal to me than anything in it. me and ducki have 79's in aseltons. man that sucks hard. school was just as it always is, which if you dont know, BORING AS HELL!!! ski club, it was ok. sweeney practically killed himself off the jump. zack hyland went like 11 feet in the air. that kids insaaaaane. i jumped off the lift. twice. i dont know how, but now my arms legs back and neck hurt everytime i move. i had a shitload of h/w, so maybe thats why my back kills. oh well. i sleptt on the floor cuz my mom piled everything i own on my bed.
::<^>today<^>::
shitshitshit. school can die. zack raymond punched me in the shin and now i am bruised as hell. fuck you zack. ha, my purse also had me eyeliner in it, so now i will look like shit each and every day. great. my hair came out like shit too. i dont know why i am so concerned of my looks. faces can die too. the only thing fun today was gym in which we played "spazz out like hell" i almost fell asleep in halocaust. i feel horrible. i hate walking by people certain people in the hallway. it just gives me a feeling like theres something wrong with me that i cant fix. what's wrong with me?!?!?! why am i not good enough?!?!?!?!? DAMN YOU!!!!!!!!
<^>rkP<^>
I can transcend you and mentally bend you
But I can't handle the shit that I'm into
I have been blinded and always reminded
Of the things I've wanted but I never could find
I am a part of a world that I hate I wish the
End would come faster my world's a disaster
Can't you see that I'm down and I'm drowning
And I can't keep my head above my wake |
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